Awake, but still I'm dreaming.
"I might think I can’t take it any more, that I can’t go on any more, but one way or another I get past that."
"The past always looks better than it was. It’s only pleasant because it isn’t here."


Taking a razor blade to your own skin is the worst mistake you’ll ever make.

(Source: scntrx, via healingx)

Friday 27 at 1:30am with 34053 notes
"I watched you lose interest in someone you said you’d love till the end of time. From that moment on I realized I’d never fully trust the words of a lover’s mouth again."
"Maybe one day you’ll come back. Maybe you never will and that’ll suck, but you can’t keep doing this. The blame and the self-loathing and the bullshit. I can’t watch that. It makes me hate you for hating yourself. I don’t want to lose you. But I’d rather lose you if it means you’ll be happy. I think if you come back with me today, you’ll never be okay. And I’ll never be okay if you aren’t. I need to know that there’s a way for people like us to end up okay. I need to know that there even is such a thing as okay, maybe even good, and it’s out there and we just haven’t found it yet. There’s got to be a happier ending than this, here. There’s got to be a better story. Because we deserve one. You deserve one. Even if it doesn’t end with you coming back to me."
"Since we first met I have loved you with whatever I had to love you with."
"Alcohol tastes better than the thought of you and her"

Holy shit